Dark Chocolates

Its Christmas. How can I not write a post! 2 years to blogging..woh!! *cheers* Time passes quick and admit it no matter how hard you try to remain silly and in your own world, one day, you just have to grow up. The daily-basis craziness has to go down to weekly or maybe just when you are drunk. I slept all day. Yeah, that's how my Christmas was like. But it was all I wanted to do because i know the day is near when I would have to stop being a loner. Time to move my ass off the couch, say good-bye to time-to-time vacations and get a job! Time to finally use my brains and do what the routine asks me to do instead of just "I do what my heart says". I realize when you don't get a life, life gets you! Graduation is over...about to..whatever. I can't wear the same old sweat-shirt and blue jeans daily and look ugly whenever I want ( The reason I hate people who work from home and earning enough to be on their own feet ) Uh, I will definitely miss college. The lazin

The major turn of events in my life made me busy as my mind went to wander and never came back. I am amazed, happy and suffering from mini delusional disorder at the same time. I can't hold those very strange questions inside of me any longer. I'll sound way too crazy, which am by-the-way scared to portray as I do not want to go single again. (Yes, yes, am not single anymore. Even Ted Mosby found his wife, why wouldn't I..duh!?) Do you all get a feeling that something is about to happen? Some signs tell you or some of your insights, don't they? It happened to me after all!! Is it really about destiny? Should we go with the flow or should we restrict our self?  Does God really exist? What if it doesn't? Do we just use 'God' as a medium to count on when we give up? Who's there to see our Karma? What goes around,comes around,huh? What if there was a seventh sense?? Would we be able to observe anything else ?? Or would it just help us in believing what ou